tisdag 9 oktober 2012

More toughts that wants out...

(On english.)
Its fall outside.
The leafs are falling to the ground and makes a beautiful yellow,red and brown floor.
Its the best season of the year if you ask me.
I just love the rain. All the beautiful colors outside my window.
And everything thats comes with it ! 
The dark nights, candles everywhere and cozy blankets while you are watching tv after you put the kids in their beds.
Almost everything feels cozy and safe.

Today i got a letter in the mail that i have waited for so long !!!
Iam so happy that i cry !!! 
Its saying that my kids officialy live with me now ! That there adress is the same as mine ! 
I have fighted for it since we moved here and today when i read the letter i felt like a warriorprinsess that had won
a battle !
In some way i have !
I have prayed and prayed and the creator and the universes angels are listning ! 
They hear every word every silent cry at night ! 
And i am sooo blessed ! Thank you! Thank you! THANK YOU !!! 

I also heard your call. Your tears and what has happend.
You dont deserve that.
They just breaking you into pieces. Tell you arent good enough ! 
But you know what !?
You belived in me once and I BELIVE IN YOU NOW ! 
You got angels. And in some way you´de been mine so many times. 
If you want me to write a letter or anyhing. You know i would.
When life gives us lemons. We do lemonade ! 
And faith can move every single mountain ! 
Love you ! 
Waiting for your call....

*kisses and hugs*


Ps.Listen to Peter Lemarc "Starkare än ord". You have it on your record. But i couldent find it on youtube.
Its for you today.Ds









I love my kids ! I wouldent be who i am today if they didnt exist !
And altough i am on my diet we shall celabrate today ! 
<3<3<3<3



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